Tuesday, August 29, 2006

No more, no less


I see you
Hanging around with a smile
Like nothing’s going on
We all pretend so well

Sometimes I fear
To have become a little like you
But I know
I’m so much better
Cause I don’t have
Envy burning me inside

I use you
To get what I want
And that’s the way it is
No more, no less

So lie there in silence
Can you hear?
Nothing!
It’s the disdain I feel for you

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Darkness


I dove into the darkness
And my heart became a mere shadow
Trying to protect myself from madness
I felt so hollow
My eyes reflected my emptiness

But then you appeared

Made me lose my mind
Turned everything upside down
The world could end
I didn’t care
The sky could come crash down
I didn’t care
Because you were there

But then you stabbed me in the back

You tore my heart
And left me there to bleed
You betrayed my trust
And I feel nothing
Nothing but anger

Now the darkness surrounds me
Controls everything I do or feel
And the thought of you, alone
Drives me out of my sanity
You destroyed everything I was

But look into my eyes

And tell me: what can you see
Because I feel they show nothing
Since I stopped crying
And all I really want
Is to see you fall
Crawling in the mud, begging
All I really want
Is to see you die

You tore my heart
And left me there to bleed
You destroyed my soul
And I don’t feel anything
I only feel the hatred

Hatred for you
That blinds me
That drives me berserk