Tomorrow, It'll Be Okay

It has been a long time
Since the last time I felt like this
So sad, so empty
So far away from my friends
And the people I love the most
I feel like I have no ground
Under my feet

This pain in my chest
I wish it would go away
But it won’t, it won’t…
I feel like screaming
I feel like crying
And I’m trying hard not to do it
I don’t wanna break again

Truth is
I tried to deceive myself
Created an illusion of happiness
Where I didn’t need anybody
Where I had too much work to do
Where I could just enjoy every moment
But that little world of mine was just a lie
And lies break fast
And here I am
Broken, crawling in my misery

Please don’t look at me now
Not when my defences are down
I’m vulnerable
But tomorrow, it’ll be okay